i dont even know if i can write this. i have a trust issue. any little thing that i felt was betrayel i pushed the person away. so many people i have just pushed away from my life. i cant speak to people openly anymore, my trust was destroyed. i cant be open to those around me if i do i feel guilty after for opening my mouth. i've thought to get help but ill just feel double guilty for talking.. i cant say what i feel i cant say what i think i cant tell a person things about my life.. im alone.. what do i do.
Answers:
1. I know how you feel. I'm the same way, though not as extreme.
If you can't trust anyone then don't. Lots of people live like that. Just don't let it paralyze you. Go about your life however you want. You know what, watch HOUSE on fox or USA. He's the kind of guy you might like.
As for the lonely thing... well you could do what I did. I put myself out there out on a limb, and I let myself get hurt. It's like if you are afraid of heights, then go up in a hot air balloon to get over it. If you want examples of what happened to me I'll tell you, but I won't post it here.
In the end, you can't have relationships without trust, that's all there is.
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