I'm lost. I don't know where the old me is. I've suffered so much as a child until now. I am 15 years old and i lost both of my parents a few years ago. Both of them suffered dearly before the died. They both had cancer. I was never close to my dad and at first i wasn't close with my mom either. I was an unwanted child and i was told and shown that all my life. After my dad died, my mom and i grew closer to each other. Then we became inseparable. But then, 2 years after my father died, she died. I feel like the whole world had died now. It's like she took a part of me that i can't live without. I'm trying to continue with life, but i don't know where i am anymore. I feel like i'm gone. My mom took me with her to her grave. I wish i can be with her.
Answers:
1. Ask God for help.
2. I am so sorry to hear that.My parents are alive but have always treated me horribly too.I was homeless because they refused to raise me or help me.So I feel for you.But think about all the things youll miss out on in life.Things always get better.Behind every dark cloud is a silver lining.You just have to look around to find it.Some lives are more difficult journeys than others and it makes no sense why but it will make you a very strong person one day if you get through it.God is preparing you to be his soldier.Stay strong and keep your mind set on goals.You will get everything you want.
3. ask God to show you the way God bless and if u need to talk 2 any plz e-mail me at ravennmartinez@yahoo.com and plz dont hurt urself even if u dont have anyone else in the world 2 talk 2 God he will listen and i will 2
4. Yes, ask God.
And then, confide in some friends.
Chances are, there are people at your school that have gone through the same situation, and can help you.
5. i am very sorry to hear about your sad loses. have you no brothers or sisters to turn to.have you considered counseling. life not that bad. but try and find somebody to share your problems with and share your grief. but get help. i wish you well good luck.
6. Hi Cindy,
So very sorry for your loss.
It is an unfortunate part of life and every single one of us at some stage or another has lost someone very dear to us.
I don't think you need to find yopurself at all. You need some good friends and a kind listening ear. Any relatives or uncles/aunts? maybe talk to a teacher about this or something like that.
What you are feeling is normal. Time will heal these wounds.
Smile and the whole world smiles with you, cry and you cry alone.
7. Where to begin? First, I will say how sorry I am you have lost both your parents at this young age. Second, I pray you are in a safe and happy place today. Third, find your faith and trust in God -- His door is always open. Fourth, seek out counseling through your school, church, professionals - somewhere where you can voice your feelings and find true support.
Blessings.
8. Hello,
I hope you know that your Mom would not want you to be in the grave with her. Please live on and don't be too upset over your Mom passing away. You are still too young so I can understand it must be very difficult for you to face your parents passing away in a short period of time.
My Mom passed away of brain/lung cancer and kidney disease a few years ago. I used to be the closest child with her. We shared a lot when we were happy or unhappy. I was lost for a while too when she passed away the first year or so. I often dreamt about my Mom. I cried a lot when I was alone or with my best friend and my family.
The best thing you can do now is to do well in school, I know this is what your Mom and Dad would like to see from the heaven. They are watching you, so be good to yourself. Go out with friends, talk out what bothers you about your Mom passing away. If you have relatives you are close with, share your feeling with them too. I find that my best friend helped me the most on helping me on this though.
I know my Mom wanted me to be a designer, so I am striving to accomplish this in another state. Feel good to do this not just for myself but for someone "My Mom" who loves me. Please love yourself, this is how you can return your love to your Mom. I wish my own experience can help you feel a little better. Remember never give up living and dreaming for a better life; life and dream are the important. When you live well, many people will be proud of you, not just your Mom. Believe me, this will help you find yourself. I found myself now when I decided to go after my dream and my Mom's dream on me.
For your age, living well is by doing well in school, going out and sharing your happiness and unhappiness with best friends and good relatives. Enjoy life!
Wish you the best!
Nicole
9. You can find yourself through God.
10. *hugs*
Just e-mail me anytime you want to talk.
Please, just pray and remember Jesus loves you.
Your in my prayers.
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11. I've been lost to love its a hard path to find what your mother and father would die 10 times more for to give you a map a map of life's directions and the roads that you carry in your mind heart and soul find your soul its their but surrounded by pain and hurt you have been given what seems as a great burden on your heart only and you alone can know this pain it hurts like hell you are not alone although it sure seems like it life is your gift from mother father to daughter spiritual being on a human travel breathe in life good and bad when we leave this earth and give the gift of love and knowledge back to the moms and dads and fill back that little essence of their souls that where in you all the time never alone and couldn't see don't let words like DEATH DIE DYING DEAD TAKE AWAY THE GIFT TO LEARN LOVE we do not stop from this life forget religion forget dogma listen learn watch feel love hate START SLOW Breath in AND ACCEPT YOUR SOUL feel your mother and fathers light its their its called piece of mind heart soul no mysticism no chanting what gift could they give if you could hear their whispers amongst your pain we know how much you love us you have great honour in the love of our souls ..and child if your pain should be to much to bare when you souls seems to fade in light open your mind heart and soul not from these words here printed love leave this earth when your time comes BRING US MORE LOVE 11-11
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