Have you ever just wanted to commit suicide?

1. 9 hours ago
Okay all of your answers are making me cry, you think i'm being a baby because my problems don't seem hard to you! Well have you ever thought that some of them are to painful to write on here. Well since you tihnk im being a baby i'll fill you in on most of them: -Neither of my parents have hugged me in as long as i can remember and when i don't feel good i go to lay my head on my moms shoulder she smacks me, but just last week one of my friends was laying their head on her shoulder. - Both of my parents tell me i'm fat and not good enough, there favorite name is ******* selfish brat - My mom has kicked me out twice over things as little as leaving a piece of hair in the sink -My parents got a divorce when i was 2 and i've been in the middle ever since - School counselors have told me to report my parents for emotional abuse - The rest are to hard to talk about

2. 9 hours ago
Oh and to whoever said we have bigger problems than making it on a cheerleading team...cheerleading is my life, it is honest to god the only thing im living for, that's why i'm so scared to not make it. It's the one thing that makes me feel good about myself and it's the only place i ever get compliments on my attitude, which i need because noone else ever gives me them. The cheer team is basically the only family i have and without it, i will have to be at home...my least favorite place in the world.

3. Honey, trust your parents enough to talk to them. Let them know what your fears are. If you don't tell them how will they know how you feel. You might be surprized at how much they understand and the solotions they have.

4. Wow you sound just like me when I was a teen. To answer your question....yes! I have many times wanted to kill myself, but life is so worth living believe me! Hun....I could go down the list of all the bad stuff that has happened in my life, but I know that never helped me. You feel YOUR pain just as much as the next person does and maybe even more so because at your age everything seems so dier. Things will change so quickly for you that you will wonder why you evet wanted to die in the first place. Hun please do not try to take your life ok. If you need someone to talk to you can message me on yahoo IM still_standin22.

5. Yeah, all the time actually, but I keep trucking ahead for some odd reason. Perhaps, it's hope alone and a chance for it to all turn around. Tell you what, I'll swap you lives. I'm not going to make a list because it's redundant and painful for me to do so, but I will guarantee you that your problems are trivial to mine. You really think people like Steven Hawkins, Christopher Reeve, and such people really figured to end it all without living the rest of their lives for something?? You can walk, hear, talk, see, touch, and much more... some people don't have that luxury, but they still keep going. "...the best option right now" Gee whiz, talk about a complete cop-out!! Sorry, but I'm personally insulted. Volunteer at a child's hospital or burn victim unit and then rethink how bad your problems really are by your current mediocre list.

6. Yes I've attempted it a few times... Wanna here some problems here's a few of mine. -My dads a drunk & never says a word to me, I haven't had a real conversation with him in years! -My mom has called me a failure my entire life, she's called me fat, my father has as well... She reminds me just about everyday how pathetic I am & my life is. -I recaintly got out of a messed up relationship...I found out my ex was talking to his ex behind my back, flirting with her & talking s*it about me to her, told her he doesn't love me as much, for MONTHS while we were dating...Oh & I found out he watched internet porn just to top it all off. -My sister beat me when I was 13 years old. -I've been raped -I have a 23.0 GPA because I got suspended for being tardie..... -I've done meth, coke, & other drugs to get away from it all in the past.. Now days I still get depressed & hate my life/self....but I try. It's called "LIFE" doll We've all got bigger problems then not making it on a cheer team or feeling fat... Lifes cruel, word of advice "Suck it up now, & try your best to make things right" There's always a good direction to go, you just have to do it & not whine about it. If I was offensive I'm sorry, I'm just telling you like it is because I was you once & I never had no one to tell me right from wrong. I had to learn it on my own. So just take my advice, & live by it. It'll save you alot of pain & misery... *Love.

7. Life is very hard when you are a teenager, but nothing is worth death. I can relate to how you feel. I was very depressed and felt like my world was crashing around me. You might want to talk to your parents or see a counselor. You are being very hard on yourself, and it just sounds like your self esteem has been taking a beating. Take some time out and be good to yourself. If you don't make the cheer-leading squad it won't be the end of the world. I am sure you have loving parent that would understand. You are not really ugly! You sound like a very caring person, who just doesn't know how to cope with some problems she is having. Everyone's life is worth while. You may grow up and be a great achiever in life. Give yourself a chance. Think about talking to an adult who can help you out.

8. I feel exactly the same way!! Word for word. I think I'm ugly and fat etc, I've never been happy with my body. I think about suicide whenever times get rough and most nights I sob my guts out into my pillow. At the time I wish that I could just die, that God would take my life away so that I wouldn't have to go through the motions of suicide, I'm way too scared to try anything. Then the next morning I feel a little bit better. I find that stress triggers it off. Whenever exams roll around or tryouts for something I begin to doubt myself and then the depression kicks in. The best thing to do is think about the consequences of suicide, think about how sad your loved ones would be if you died. That always makes me feel guilty. I know it's so hard for you and you probably feel like you've no-one to talk to. I understand, I can't talk about my problems, I bottle it up. Then eventually it all comes out. I don't have any answers for you because I felt like that yesterday. Your life is definitely worth it. Going on a diet takes time and lots of patience, don't get angry if it doesn't work straight away. You haven't lost all your skills in cheer leading. Maybe you were testing yourself on a bad day or your over practising for your tryouts. Your parents aren't pressurising you, they want what's best for you and will be happy knowing you did your best. Your grades can be improved, 3.2 isn't as bad as you think. Sure it's not what your used to but it can get better if you believe in yourself. Think about what you can achieve (4.0) and that will motivate you. Curly hair isn't ugly. Actually, it's in at the moment! Be proud of your locks. Use mousse or sprays to control it if you like. Anyway giving your hair a break from the straightener is a good thing. Tell your friends how you feel about them being closer to each other. Maybe that's not the case or maybe they don't notice. Tell them. About your break up, I know it's hard seeing your friends with their befriends. Sometimes you feel so lonely and want to break down and cry because you wish you had what they had again. Try to smile and be happy for them. I had to face a guy I really liked hang around with his Friend everyday. It killed me but I had to keep smiling so they everyone wouldn't know I liked him. Eventually I forgot about it and became happy for them. Forget about the car for a while. You Americans are obsessed with getting a car the minute you turn 16. Forget about it for the moment. You don't need another thing to worry about, it's just causing you needless stress. Finally, don't be afraid to cry. It's good for you to let it all out every once in a while. Hope that helped. Try not to let everything get you down. Listing all your problems at once doesn't help, it just freaks you out even more. Concentrate on the good things in life. Good luck with the cheerleading, you'll be brilliant.

9. Trust me, everyone has FeLt that way,, Now U are,, What did I doo,, well I didnt talk to my parents, to me they were the cause of a lot of these problems so I know how it feels to have someone tell you 'talk to your parents',, thats what everyone says, come onnnnn , Naw I just had fun with everything i did, when i was at school i was the funniest rudest kid in Algebra class, I wrote dumb picture books and shared em with the guyz , i stayed after school a lot to stay away from home, i Hung out with the guyz almost everyday after school just runnin around havin FUNN, but i never let my grades drop one bit. Keep doin THat Homework, and keep learnin', and REMEMBEr : I can bet that ANYBODY who answered this question for you is willing to talk if you need someone to talk to, Why else would we answer? Good Luck :-D

10. never. The fact that i have many talents keep me going.

11. i have a suggestion. is there ANYONE you trust enough to talk to if you can't or won't talk to your parents? a school counseler, another parent? i have a daughter that went through the same and you know what she talked to her counseler and she got her help someone to talk to. and you know what she's now a Mom and very happy all because she ASKED for help. your parents or teachers or counslers can't read your mind. YOU have to take the first step and you may be glad you did. i wish you the best and hope you get whatever it is you need. you know there is also a number to call 1-800-273-8255 it's the national suicide prevention lifeline. keep trying them the call is free and it can help.

12. Sweety, Listen to what everyone has had to say on here first. I myself have been through depression, rather sever, points where I wanted to kill myself...other times I could deal with by just harming my body, whether it was cutting/slaming my head into a wall/bending limbs till they hurt/digging my nails into my skin/pulling out hair...anything to cause self harm to myself.. anyways your 15 going on 16. Your body is going through thousands of changes, your hormones are kicking in and your body is developing. You would be shocked to see in about a 2 years you might be beautiful. Who knows, I never was that attractive till I was out of high school. Listen your life is not bad, you have all these "problems" but sweetheart there are millions if not billions of people out there worse off then you are. Selfishness feeds the depression...what I mean by that, is the questions you ask yourself "why am I not beautiful?, why am I stuiped?, why is my hair not the way I want it?, why is my body not perfect?, why why why why why???" You need to stop asking negative questions. Life is what you make it. Surround yourself with postive and goals you will succeed I promise I also promise it will not be easy... <3 Nicole

13. yes, actually I tried that when I was 14...not for a particular reason, only because I couldn't find a reason to live on..problems in school, problems in family, and teenager couldn't find a another way to escape, she had to endure it....then I slit my wrist, thought death is a prefect way to solve all my problems........I even thought, If the next life really exists, I'll never be a human any more. Most people just live for live.....live for his or her family's sake...we're all living dead to some degree