i just BARED MY SOUL to a guy. like EVERYTHING i had every felt about him from the beginning of our friendship to how he acts now. and i just sent that email, since he wont talk to me in real life. heres a part of what i idiotically said to him:
sometimes i feel like if you never met me it wouldnt even make a difference to you. and now that we dont even talk anymore i feel like i lost something that i can see but i cant pick up and say is mine anymore. i dont want us to just fade away and then not talk until like graduation and then be like "ya have a nice life", you know?
sometimes when you stand in front of me, i go crazy with sadness.it makes me want to cry because you used to be like my tall powerful safety blanket that i could tell anything to instead of like what you are now, this tall big brick wall that just blocks any communication or feeling.
great isnt it?
wonder what he'll say.
wish me luck, because i have CLEARLY lost my mind.
Answers:
1. Good luck! I don't see anything wrong with what you wrote, it's how you feel and you don't really have anything to lose by telling him.
2. your scrwed.......that wasen't smart
3. some times putting it all out there is the best way. always worked for me. but you should tell him in person. he won't talk to you but all he has to do is listen.
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