This is for martinez; birdlady; victoria o. & blacksails86 - thx for ur answers, they were gr8! Ok then, this ex girl of mine who is now in japan modelling had called me again and this morning as well. Yes, we r friends and she has asked me to visit her in 2-3 weeks, seems like she's lonely so..... anyways, she has said again that she will come back to where i am but again, i think about wat she wants. Lets face it, im a thinker and know that besides her friends at home and these interim model friends, im pretty much the best freind she has. Yes, we DID go out and it was too fast so we broke up but what to do now? I stil have feelings for her but scared of being hurt again. She acts kinda like she's all business - an act maybe? She has said she'll stop modelling next year but then wat and where? This girl means the world to me after all the **** we've been thru in such a short time, am i blinded by love or lost in it? Ladies, ur advice will be much appreciated. Aloha, C.
