Hi,
I have been a playboy all my life, with my fellow friends who are not playboys, but i started to love my friend's dream girl, they have not started their relationship yet but i don't want to make this friend jealous or might even lose him, but I haven't been in love and this time, whenever i think of her, my heart gets chained and it's like being cut apart with a chain-saw... and sometimes when listening to sad songs, i just stop breathing, the pain in my heart, i am sure tht i can get that girl cause i am pretty much handsome and she's also far too beautiful, please give me advice what to do